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tonigirl10000
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Apr 14, 2009 - 11:18 PM |
 
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HI- BETTER keep my diary key hid- bad enough what happened to me in my meeting Ben Tennyson and what i learn from him. I thought i had died after watching that film and was in Heaven. I learn some good things from my dream and maybe i should........ oh boy i better get riding late enough already- want to do well in my next race. bye for now- oh fiddlesticks he was right and how could i fell....... never mind- no one is reading this but me- not even her- can't believe she would do that to me- her brother or the way she acts her sis |
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Stanman63
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Apr 16, 2009 - 10:29 AM |
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Toni, you need an editor to make it better. |
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tonigirl10000
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Apr 16, 2009 - 01:57 PM |
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hi- thanks for the offer Stan- please what is your e-mail address?- praying you the very best- your toni always |
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Stanman63
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Apr 19, 2009 - 02:30 PM |
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Stanman63
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Apr 19, 2009 - 02:37 PM |
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Hi! Best to keep my diary key hid. It's bad enough what happened to me in my meeting Ben Tennyson, and what I learned from him. I thought I died after watching that film and was in Heaven. I learn some good things from my dream, and maybe I should...
Oh sugar! I'di better get riding! It's late enough already, want to do well in my next race. Bye for now. SUGAR! He was right ! How could I feel...
Never mind, no one is reading this but me, not even her! I can't believe she would do that to me, her brother or the way she acts her sis |
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tonigirl10000
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Apr 26, 2009 - 12:29 AM |
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hi- thanks- please stan i will send you my next posting for my fanfictions one day next week thanks- praying you the very best- your toni always |
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tonigirl10000
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May 29, 2009 - 01:28 AM |
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HI- SORRY about not sending you the posts to you Stan- feminine curtseys, thanks for caring |
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tonigirl10000
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May 29, 2009 - 01:43 AM |
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hi- My dream made me realize how important my life is to my friends and my family. Cannot believe how stupid i have been. I love the Jimmy Stewart film- a film starring a guy born at least 80 years before me. WONDER IF HE LOVED BIKE RIDING?
All human life is precious- oh girl ! i believe that but my thinking is becoming more and more girl, one reason writing this diary- to determine am i Gaby or Drew? |
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tonigirl10000
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June 01, 2009 - 11:10 PM |
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hi- i am a boy but the last couple of years beeen dressing as gaby more and more, do i enjoy doing it? At times it is fun to fool people but i want to be my true self or do I? With goth girl and maddy at times got interesting , especially with the modelling i did for the school- the anime dress-up contest and cheerleading. The trip to the United States that got very interesting-- and so worried about mom's cancer made the trip not fun at all. Now when i heard mom's cancer was in remission- i was so overjoyed( do boys really say "overjoyed")? Now we are in Germany and for some reason i feel after my doctor's visits and the new friends i made here that my life is really going to change- hopefully for the better. Before the dream i was wondering if i mattered and am i Gaby or Drew? |
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tonigirl10000
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June 03, 2009 - 10:59 PM |
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hi- i realize now i am Drew but can be Gaby when i want to- my dream had me going back to Warsop and from what i can tell i would had made a big difference in my friends' life if we could had stay. Never realize how important i was to my friends- just thought sometimes i was their barbie doll to dress-up for fun or cheerleading. Bernie was one friend i would had helped- love all of the girls and realize what happened to me as Gaby was meant to be. |
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tonigirl10000
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June 04, 2009 - 09:16 PM |
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hi- if i could had been back home in Warsop i believe Bernie would had stayed out of trouble. i hope none of my friends there get in any trouble like she did, getting around boys who take advantage of them. Can't believe how stupid boys can be- maybe that is why i wonder am i really Drew anymore? |
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tonigirl10000
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June 05, 2009 - 10:30 PM |
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hi- I must be Drew or i would not ask the question? But how can some boys be that stupid? They should care about us- cause we care about them. oh no- i am also Gaby too- no wonder i ask who am i really? |
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tonigirl10000
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June 07, 2009 - 02:17 AM |
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hi- why would i say they should care about us- or how can some boys be so stupid? Unless i believe i am now Gaby more than Drew- the dream seems to say i am? Even dream in color- i must be Gaby more than Drew- or am i? |
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tonigirl10000
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June 07, 2009 - 10:33 PM |
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hi- i just know one thing i want to be a caring person as Drew or Gaby. Also want to be the best bike racer in the world as either Drew or Gaby. if i stay as Gaby plan on giving mom some competition- she would say - sure you will kiddo- sure you will. if i stay as Drew , will be just as hard to be the best - but worth the effort- just like the dream show me about my being Gaby could help my friends- oh girl! |
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tonigirl10000
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June 08, 2009 - 11:31 PM |
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HI- was watching the 1946 film -" IT'S A Wonderful Life " with Jimmy stewart and was thinking how bad i had it- all my friends here in Germany and back in Warsop were trying to get me to always dress and act like Gaby. What was that getting me in life- my career was as a bike racer- as a "wunderkid" in racing- not dressing as a girl, being Gaby was fun at times- but was it me? How was it helping anyone? That was what my dream would show me- that if you do something in love and caring- even something as silly as dressing like a girl you can help people. |
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